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[19 Jun 2005|02:40pm] |
I'm totally deleting livejournal...
someone let me know how it's done ?
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| tiiired |
[17 Jun 2005|11:06pm] |
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home from orientation ALREADY!! Kind of sad because I loooved my GROUP I FRIENDS! But...kind of happy to sleep in my bed, and not have to go to long lectures all day. Oh yeah, and be woken up by a hammer to the bedroom door. Now it's bedtime...tomorrow its update time.
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[15 Jun 2005|10:48pm] |
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Just stating my feelings guys, I didn't think it was rude or offensive at all. I don't think I made nasty comments or said anything spiteful. I don't want to be your "perfect little friend", can't we just be normal friends?
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| awful, awful, awful. |
[15 Jun 2005|10:28am] |
I'm SO CONFUSED. I don't know what the hell to think about people. It's like everyone's an alcoholic. Jessica told me this would happen my senior year...that all of a sudden everyone I thought was just like me will start doing drugs, and drinking, and being risky. I hate it. I wish we were all innocent again. And nobody gets it because everyone else likes it the way it is. People think it's weird because they don't think there's anything wrong with it...but I think there is. I hate seeing the people that I could always relate to, and all my friends changing and acting like putting all that crap in their systems is no big deal. I guess I'm just really into being...healthy? And it makes me feel left out, like all the people who can drink and smoke together are all best friends, and I can't be because I would never smoke. And the other thing...is that all these people who are into all this crap used to be so like me, and so ANTI. And now everyone's like "hey, it's fun!" and I'm still...."but...guys?? my mom picked up some sodas..." I KNOW that I'm freaking out way too much, I DON'T KNOW WHY I'm the only one who has such trouble adjusting to this. I want my friends back the way they were.
I'm being a little kid, should I be acting like everyone else going to college?
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| Cool, guys. |
[11 Jun 2005|02:06pm] |
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I think next time you guys plan a party, and tell me alllll about it...you should be clearer about telling me I'm not invited.
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| cool shit! |
[07 Jun 2005|09:12pm] |
01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.
yaay stolen from dana and aimee!!
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| woo hoo depression. |
[01 Jun 2005|07:10pm] |
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So, I never update, and I don't really want to now. But I have nothing to do.
I'm eating croutons out of the bag because we have no milk, which means no dinner (cereal) for Anna...because I have a detached mommy who locks herself in her room with wine and TV whenever she's home, and hasn't made a dinner in...well, I can't remember. And no, I can't make myself food, I don't know how to cook. I guess I'm glad there's no cereal tonight, because all my mom bought at the store was "WHEAT CRUNCH". 2 fuckin boxes. Seriously, what the hell is this? I'm going to run away from home. My poor brothers don't get to. And when I'm gone at school/heaven they won't be able to get to baseball practice and karate!! I feel bad for them...they have years more of crazy passed out mommy and home once a month, doesn't remember your birthday daddy.
If we were rich they'd throw money at me to cover up for their issues...but we're just poor. So I get nothing. And no baby pictures in the yearbook. I seriously almost cried about that.
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| birthday birthday birthday! |
[23 May 2005|06:31pm] |
So today I was REALLY surprised by all my friends, I mean seriously shocked. I didn't think birthdays were a big deal to anyone except...the person whose birthday it IS. But today I realized WHY it's a big deal to them in the first place. BECAUSE THEIR FRIENDS WHO LOVE THEM MAKE IT THAT WAY!! I finally feel like I have friends again, starting with the presidents party...then the threesome birthday party...then getting invited to Dana's party...all this retarded stuff that people do all the time but I don't...I feel kinda loved right now. My friends are so damn hot.
A) Rebekah brought me a present to the PRESIDENTS PARTY and it was SO cool that she thought to do that, I didn't expect anything from anyone really. Not even ON my birthday. I have to say, though...although the gifs is sweet (yes, 'the gifs is sweet'), I think my favorite part was THE CARD.
B) When I woke up this morning there was a balloon, some flowers, cards and a freaking cute lip gloss outside my door from my parents. WHICH WE'LL GET TO IN A MINUTE...
C) Phill called me twice today for happy birthdays, and his mom said she'd make me corn muffin waffles...which sound really intriguing.
D) Dana gave me PRESENTS which was really surprising and cool!! I couldn't believe she remembered, and that she went out of her way. It made me SOO HAPPY.
E) Britt said she HAD SOMETHING FOR ME AFTER SCHOOL which I didn't get yet but that's because I've made no effort to call her...whatev!! it EXISTS!! I'm a happy girl.
F)people said happy birthday to me all day, which was FUN! I like attention. I think everyone does...
G) AIMEE AND HER CREW OF OTHER FRIENDS MADE ME AN ORGASMIC CHOCOTORTE THAT IM STILL THINKING ABOUT. Thanks to whoever made it, it was so good, and so NICE OF YOU. mmmmggrrbblaaahhh!!
H) My little brother Drew made me these cinnamon muffins after school, and he was all secretive about it and made it this big BAKING SURPRISE and they were kinda good!! And he was all thrilled about them because he just learned how to make them in school.
I) My aunt says she's going to take me out to dinner sometime this week. I'm freakin excited for it.
so I THINK that's it...I felt like people liked me today. Don't worry guys, I made a mental note to go overboard on YOUR guyses birthdays, too!! I looove everyone who made my birthday cute.
aaaand as for my parents...
I don't want to sound really really spoiled, but I don't see no gif', no money, no dinner, no NOTHING. They're not even home. I called my mom at work after school and she was like "huh? what do you want?". I was all "nothing..." And she was all "well, I gotta go get ready for a meeting then I'm coming home early. See you later." and she's still not home. I don't even really care THAT much, but...I don't know, everyone else was so NICE to me today, and my parents are still hating me the same way they do every day. AND THEIR CARD IS LACKING...AT BEST. Every year they buy the PERFECT card for me, and write so many nice birthday, parent-daughter sentiments in it...they're so nice I don't even want to throw them away. I actually still have mine from last year.
This year...the card goes like this.
ON THE OUTSIDE:
there are some flowers and a butterfly. And it says...
"Happiness is a butterfly...a bright, beautiful butterfly!"
ON THE INSIDE:
(-default message says-)
"Wishing you a Bright, Beautiful Birthday!"
(my mom writes)
"Dear Anna,
Enjoy your day. I for one can't believe you are 18.
Love,
Mom + Dad
THATS REALLY NICE. While my freaking friends and aunt and everyone else in my LIFE can make me feel LOVED and important, my own parents make me want to freaking cry. I bet she won't be home until late, and I won't eat dinner...for the SECOND night in a row. fantastic.
AAAND Tom just called and needs to be picked up at school. That's cool, since I don't have any gas and now have to spend the birthday money from my grandma to buy it, when my mom told me she'd pick him up, but oh, she's still at work.
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| What an amazing life I have |
[23 May 2005|10:55am] |
This weekend was so cool, I'm flipped crazy out!!
Friday:
There were presidents galore at my house, the partay was AMAZING!! Everyone dressed up and looked incredible...with homemade mutton chops, poisonous inhalant 'staches, and a CRAZY TAFT FATNESS THAT SKYROCKETED THE PARTY TO UNIMAGINABLE HEIGHTS. I can assure you all that there is NOTHING. nothing. funnier than a bunch of old dead presidents jiving to disco, grinding to rap songs, walzting to sinatra, and doing the LIMBO with FDR's "big stick". It was surreal. I think I peed in my pants a little...no, not really. I think I peed in my pants a lot. It was the best party I've ever attended, ever.
Saturday:
Went to work, which was shitty and I made no money as usual. Then I went to my little cousins dance recital, where I laughed at all the little kids whose parents spent gagillions of dollars and time for these little shits to put on tutus and stomp a little pointed foot up and down ALMOST to the beat of twinkle twinkle little star, while periodically raising their 'magic wands' up over their heads. But Kiera rocked and was cute, and I screamed "GO KIERA!!!!!! GOOD JOB KIERA!!! YAAAY" and she whipped around and started desperately waving at the crowd because she heard me.
Then...I went and did some errands, hung out at my aunts house and ate a lot of food...Then I went to REBEKAH/DEVIN/KRISTINA's birthday party which was FUN!! There was FOOD and really, really surprisingly good cake, PROPS to the mommy who made it...and a BONFIRE. Which was flipping sweet, and my favorite part, and I didn't want to leave. I love having friends. JESSICA WAS THERE and I was thrilled and hung out with her most of the time, and Maytal and Rebekah liked my stories and we all laughed a lot. I, again, peed in my pants a little bit when Devin told my favorite story ever...involving Caitie Fitzsimmons and Ryan Rebstock. OHHH CAITIE.
Sunday:
I went to work, where I met JIMMY BUFFET. And Danny drove Larry David's wife to the Mayflower, and she's a crazy environmentalist who tried to get him to join the march on washington...for global warming. And I served pineapple and pancakes to Jimmy Buffet, and then when he didn't finish all his pineapple, Danny and I ATE IT back in the kitchen. S'right kids. Danny Collom and Anna Cullen had Jimmy Buffet's leftover food. OH MAH GAH!!!! TOTALLY FAMOUS!!
Then I went home and tried to do homework but I fell asleep. When I woke up I did some work, and then went to visit Danny Collom at work. It was a party. He gave me free popcorn and I saw Bo there, and Danny had some hot sauce that probably gave him nightmares. Then I left because I had MORE work to do. I worked until I went to bed. Then I woke up today...
Monday:
AND IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY. AND I'M 18 NOW!!! WOOHOOO STRIP CLUBS AND PORN!! I mean...lottery tickets and infomercials. And living in the street.
the end!
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[16 May 2005|11:01am] |
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My mom SUCKS!
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[15 May 2005|01:04pm] |
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It's like my mom went out of her way to make prom awful.
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[10 May 2005|10:49am] |
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I hate livejournal. its so dumb and boring. wasteoflifewasteoflifewasteoflife
KELLI IS SUCH A GODDAMN CELEBRITY!!! DANA AND I WALKED BY HER TODAY AND NOW WE KNOW WHERE HER LOCKER IS!!
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| fantastic dance lastnight. |
[30 Apr 2005|12:23pm] |
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The techno dance...I don't even know where to begin. Eternal love and hugs and thanks to Frank for having the initiative and doing all the work. It probably sucked. BUT THAT DANCE WAS SO WORTH IT. Everyone looked so hot (except for a certain group of attention-wanting girls who will not be named..........mostly becasuse I don't know their names.........anyway, they sucked and I danced better than them). Everybody was AMPED and at first it wasn't looking like a lot of people would go, but it got packed really fast!! Not as much as like, homecoming or anything...thank God. It was so amazing, I had room to dance and there was plenty of space to do GLOWSTICK moves (which everyone loved...Devin and Anna are the COOLEST motherfuckers.) It was so rave-y and it was cool because everyone was dancing with people they normally wouldn't, or people they don't even know, or like...your ex boyfriend or someone you usually don't like...it was very fun and very relaxed, and JARVIS WENT NUTS and the teachers were dancing too, and it was SO much fun. I honestly had the time of my life, I wish I were a freshman all over again so I could do that three more times. I can't wait to read what other people wrote about the dance. Anyway, I had a friggin BLAST...it was MORE than what I expected...totally better than what I was looking forward to. Frank looked really excited, which was nice. I've never had so much fun at a dance. That was better than prom...I don't even feel the need to go to prom. I am never going to look cooler, or have more fun, or dance better. I love everyone that went...it was the most amazing thing.
I can't wait to develop my pictures!!
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[28 Apr 2005|10:43am] |
I miss Britt, Dana and Aimee. My classes are so empty:
In math...Britt and Dana are gone...I sat and DID A WORKSHEET and Hafid and I helped eachother.
more later, BYE
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wow, I hate everyone. I hate school. The only thing I like is ORFING.
haha, that made me laugh. out loud.
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[23 Apr 2005|11:04pm] |
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so! tired! bye bye spring break. bye bye freedom. bye bye sleeping late. :(
LIKE MY SEALS?!?!?!
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[22 Apr 2005|07:37pm] |
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I'm freakin losing weight and I don't know HOW, but I'm worried I'll be too little for my prom dress. Time to pack on a few pounds.
but not too many.
sssooo pretty much everyone on earth is going to maytal/katiri's party tonight, so I'm chillin at home eating chocolate chips and coloring in my dino fun coloring book. Hmm...its kind of DEPRESSING how often I do that!! It's okay...I like coloring...
Highlight Of My Day: getting a lot of cleaning done. I feel accomplished.
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[21 Apr 2005|07:29pm] |
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Aimees kebobs gave me an orgasm. Seriously.
ARC18938: whats your full name?
XcommanderXmarsX: jesse nolan coveney
ARC18938: i meant your full first name
ARC18938: just jesse?
ARC18938: no..jessetin
ARC18938: jessefer
ARC18938: jesserick
XcommanderXmarsX: its acually short for jessewishwehadagirl
Okay, so there is conflict with this presidents party, we need to have a meeting I think. Get everything straight.
This shit is bananas.
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[21 Apr 2005|02:27pm] |
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what the...my last entry like, cut off in a weird spot!! Anyway, it was supposed to be like
"mmmbllaaaahhh (yeah, you know what I'm talking about. YOU try typing the lunchgasm noises!)
THE WARBLERRRRRS!!
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[21 Apr 2005|02:15pm] |
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The presidential gala invitations are fantastic. So I guess its gonna be at my house, which is fun because I don't think I've ever had lots of people at my house. But even though its here, ITS STILL THE GROUPS PARTAY, so don't be like "Oh no, I dont know Anna Cullen, I'm not gonna go. That's weird." Because, the random MIX of people that are going to be at this thing is so weird that it won't matter. If you're friends with Britt or Andy or Aimee or Bo or Dana or WHOEVER, you're a-okay at mah house. <3
So I had scary fuckin' time in the dirt yesterday and Aimee was pissed
Then I had a fun time with the cop saving me and not giving me a ticket.
It was an eventful day.
Time to go to the hospital to do community service...then...dins, aaarrrhhgggg mmmmbbllaaahhh (<yeah, you know what I'm talking about. YOU try typing lunchgasm noises!!)
THE WARBLERRRRRRS
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